I'm a person who doesn't like to ask for prayer because I don't like to talk about myself. But I know I need it.

I grew up in a conservative Christian home, I accepted Christ when I was 13, and I always had a good relationship with Him till recently. The past 5 months have been extremely difficult for me, and I'm not even sure I could point out one specific reason why, but I've been on a downspiral. To make a long story short I have an eating disorder, I feel depressed often, I've compromised a few of my standards, haven't prayed much or read the Bible, and have serious health problems due to my eating disorder and other health problems. The person I am now is not much like I used to be. People are starting to notice the changes in my personality and appearance. My best friend got busy and didn't seem to care much that I wasn't doing well, and that upset me at first but now I don't mind. I love talking to people but I don't want to be close with anyone and I've done a lot of withdrawing and excommunicating lately. There's much more I could say, but I think I've said enough. I think of myself as worthless. Sometimes I really want someone to confide in, someone who can help me. Other days I'm glad I have walls that let no one in.

But I believe in the power of prayer, I know God is listening, I know He's there and will answer prayers. So if you could pray I'd appreciate it, because I dream of being rescued all the time.

I'll be praying for you. I have been very close to where you are. I often feel worthless and have considered suicide, but soon realized that killing myself is not the answer. It isn't the answer for you either. Remember that you should glorify your body for the Lord. Ask Him for help.

If you want, you can PM me and get my cell # so you can call me if you ever get depressed and want to talk. That goes for all of you ladies on here.

I don't really know what to say, just hang in there, and I'll be praying.

Thank you Jessica and teenagewasteland (sorry I do not know your name)! I need these prayers.

Jessica, thank you for the much help you've given me, PM me so we can talk. Gosh, I can't even tell you how many times in the past month I have tried to commit suicide. It has been rough for me and since I'm far from God I don't even know what next to do.

Oh my... You are still in my prayers.

And my name's Kelleigh.

Thank ya's

Ok Kelleigh, love how you spell your name by the way